Mera naam Sahil hai or mai Lucknow ka rehne wala hun. Bachpan se he mai thoda shy type ka ladka hun or career k bare me sochta rehta tha. 12 th complete kar k mai Pune higher studies k liye gya tha. Sare frds ki gfrd thi or meri nahi thi to mujhe laga shayd gfrd mujhe bhi banana chahiye so maine FB pe acount banaya or kuch din baad he ek ladki se hi hello hone suru ho gaya. 2-3 din baad hostel k ladke k kehne pe maine usay propose kar diya chat pe hee. Mera msg padhte he usne mera number manga to maine de diya. 5 min k baad us ladki ka ph aaya, wo bahut gusse me thi or keh rahi thi ki usay mujhse aisi ummid nahi thi. Mai uska ek acha dost hun uska ye kehna tha or keh rah thi mai bhi or ladko ki tarah sirf sex chahta hun jo bilkul galat tha.
By the way maine usay sry kaha fir edhar udhar ki baatein hone lagi. Baato baato me usne mujhe bataya ki usay koi bimari hai or 2-3 months se jada wo zinda nahi reh sakti. Mujhe ye sun kar thoda azib laga or uski baatein fake lagi but pta nahi kyu mai ye soch kar eemotional ho gay ki kahi eski baato me 1% bhi sachayi hui to etni achi frd meri lyf se chali jayegi. Ye sab sochte he meri aankho me aansu aa gye. Maine kaha please kal milo mujhse or aaj k baad mai hamesha tumhare sath rahunga or chahe kuch bhi ho jaye tumhe kuch nah hone dunga.
Maine ye saari baatein apne hostel frd se batayi to wo kehne laga ladki bewakuf bana rahi hai tension na le but mai pagal kisi ki baato ko sunna he nahi chahta tha or bas udas or roney wali shakal banaya raha raat bhar. Subah hui to mujhe us ladki se milne park mee jana tha. Mere frds ne best of luck kaha or mai chala gya. Park k gate k paas pahucha to us ladki ko call kiya jiska naam Riya tha because mai usay pehchanta nahi tha. Ph kiya to usnee pik kiya or kaha ki mujhe 5 mins lagenge so wait karo wahi.
Kuch der baad ek ladki salwar suit me aati hui nazar aayi. Kuch khas nahi lag rahi thi dikhne me or bahut he saadgi nazar aayi mujhe usme, jo mujhe bahut acha laga or mai apne aapko comfortable mehsus karne laga. Agar wo bahut hot ya bahut achi hoti dikhne me to shayad mai thik se baat nahi kar pata usse. Khair hum dono park me gaye, wo mere liye lunch pack kar k layi thi ghar se. Hum dono baat karte rahe or fir maine poocha ab sach batao kya tmhe sach me aisi bimari hai to usne kuch sochte hue kaha ki nahi meri frd ne mere exam lene k liye jhuth bolne bola tha. Ye sun kar gussa bhi aaya or khushi bhi..etna sukun mila ki shayad mai bayan nahi kar sakta.
Maine ye saari baatein apne hostel frd se batayi to wo kehne laga ladki bewakuf bana rahi hai tension na le but mai pagal kisi ki baato ko sunna he nahi chahta tha or bas udas or roney wali shakal banaya raha raat bhar. Subah hui to mujhe us ladki se milne park mee jana tha. Mere frds ne best of luck kaha or mai chala gya. Park k gate k paas pahucha to us ladki ko call kiya jiska naam Riya tha because mai usay pehchanta nahi tha. Ph kiya to usnee pik kiya or kaha ki mujhe 5 mins lagenge so wait karo wahi.
Kuch der baad ek ladki salwar suit me aati hui nazar aayi. Kuch khas nahi lag rahi thi dikhne me or bahut he saadgi nazar aayi mujhe usme, jo mujhe bahut acha laga or mai apne aapko comfortable mehsus karne laga. Agar wo bahut hot ya bahut achi hoti dikhne me to shayad mai thik se baat nahi kar pata usse. Khair hum dono park me gaye, wo mere liye lunch pack kar k layi thi ghar se. Hum dono baat karte rahe or fir maine poocha ab sach batao kya tmhe sach me aisi bimari hai to usne kuch sochte hue kaha ki nahi meri frd ne mere exam lene k liye jhuth bolne bola tha. Ye sun kar gussa bhi aaya or khushi bhi..etna sukun mila ki shayad mai bayan nahi kar sakta.
ek do ghante sath rahe or mai usay uske ghar k paas bike se drop kar diya. Uske baad shayad hamara pyar suru hone wala tha aisa feel ho raha tha mujhe.
Sham me Riya ka ph aya or usne kaha ki aaj usay bahut acha laga mere sath or mujhse milne k baad usay shayad mujhse pyar ho gaya hai. Mujhse laga shayad meri tarah ye bhi jhuth bol rahi h so maine bhi keh diya mai bhi pyar karta hun. Mere dil me aisa kuch nahi tha maine haan es liye kiya tha bcause mujhe gfrd chahiye thi. Us din k baad mai college class bunk kar kar k usse milne laga, park me theatre me har jagah. Aisi koi jagah nahi hthi jahan hum na ghume ho.
Sham me Riya ka ph aya or usne kaha ki aaj usay bahut acha laga mere sath or mujhse milne k baad usay shayad mujhse pyar ho gaya hai. Mujhse laga shayad meri tarah ye bhi jhuth bol rahi h so maine bhi keh diya mai bhi pyar karta hun. Mere dil me aisa kuch nahi tha maine haan es liye kiya tha bcause mujhe gfrd chahiye thi. Us din k baad mai college class bunk kar kar k usse milne laga, park me theatre me har jagah. Aisi koi jagah nahi hthi jahan hum na ghume ho.
Ek baar kisi kaam se mujhe kisi or city aana pada to raat me Riya ka ph aya or kaha ki meri yaad me usne apne kalayi pe mera naam likh liya hai taki mai hamesha uski nazro k saamne rahu. Ye sun kar mujhe azeeb sa feel hua. Gussa or darr dono laga ki ab uske ghar wwalo ko pta chal jayega etc etc . Meri study ab puri nahi ho payegi or pta nahi kya kya.
Mai Pune fatafat mrng me aa gay or milne bulaya usay. Park me aate he maine usay kaha hath dikhao , jab maine dekha to mai dang reh gaya uski kalayi jakhmo se bhara hua tha. Mera naam bilkul saaf dikh raha tha. Uska pyar dekh kar maine usay hug kiya, wo pehli baar tha jab hum etne close aaye the, uske pehle shayad he maine uska hath tak pakda ho. Bike pe bhi wo es tarah baithti thi ki hum kabhi kabhi he takrate the ek dusre se. Khair us din k baad hum dono mauke ka faida uthaya karte the or jaha tak ho sakta tha kiss wagiara kiya karte the. Park me ek dusre k uper letna, kiss karna, hug karna normal tha. But dhire dhire mujhe bhi usse pyar hone laga or usay hadd se jada pyar ho gaya mujhse, paglo jaisi harkate karne lagi. Kabhi mai ph na uthata galti se to gusssa ho jati, kabhi dant deta to marne ki dhamki dene lagti. Ek baar mai kisi baat se upset tha or uska call receive nahi kar paya to usay laga ki mai naraz hun or usne suicide attempt kar liya. Uske ghar walo ko sab kuch pta chal gya.. Bahut drama hua tha us din. Maine thaan li ki mai dhire dhire usse dur ho jaunga taki wo atleast zinda reh sake.
us incident k 2-3 months baad maine apni study bich me chhor di or delhi aa gaya. Ghar me bahut jhuth bola ki college band ho gay etc etc tab ghar wale mujhe delhi bheje the. Delhi aa kar bas ph pe baat hoti thi..
us incident k 2-3 months baad maine apni study bich me chhor di or delhi aa gaya. Ghar me bahut jhuth bola ki college band ho gay etc etc tab ghar wale mujhe delhi bheje the. Delhi aa kar bas ph pe baat hoti thi..
aage ki story abhi bahut hai jissay hamare relationship ko aap log jada samjh paoge. Mujhe aap logo se help chahiye because kya karu samjh nahi aa raha.
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