Hello friendz I m mohit , m from delhi, maine kabhi apni baatein kisi s share nahi ki , bcs aajtak koi aisa mila he nahi jisse m baate share kar saku,, isiliye aapse share karna chahta hu, isme meri ab tak ki puri life ki story h.
Hamari ek choti si family thi , mom dad or m, mkm dad ki love marrige thi , mom dad n apne parents k against jakar shadi ki thi,,, isiliye nana nani or dada dadi k saath sare relation khatam ho gye the, isiliye jitna mujhe yaad h m bohot chota tha us time,, nd mom dad mujhe bohot pyaar karte the,,,,, jb 5th class m tha to dad ki accident m death ho gayi, m or mom akele reh gye,,,,, mom ki frndz nd kuch relatives n bola nd thoda support kr k kuch time baad mom ki dusri shadi karwaa di,,, dusre dad ko pehle s ek ladka or ek ladki thi,,, jo dono mujh s bade the, but new dad bilkul bhi acche nahi the,,, vo bus mom ko or apne dono baccho ko pyaar karte the,,, mujh s unhone kabhi baat nahi ki, meko bohot feel hota tha, but maine kabhi bhi mom s koi shikayat nahi ki, dad apne dono baccho k lie hamesha kuch na kuch laate the but mere lie kabhi kuch nahi laaye, meko aaj bhi dhyaan h, jb m 8th class m tha mera birthday tha, maine dad s first time kuch manga tha , ki mera birthday h
, sare frndz celebrate karte h class m, kya m bhi celebrate kr sakta hu, to dad n bola mere pass paise nahi h faltu k dramo k lie, meko bohot bura laga, jb m 11 saal ka tha uske baad s aaj tak apna bday celebrate nahi kia, kabhimkabhi meko itna bura lagta tha dad ki baato ka,Mujhe rona aa jata tha,,, but m kabhi bhi mom k saamne nahi rota thaa, nahi to mom ko bura lagta, or m thodi der rokar chuo ho jata tha, mom meko bohot pyaar karti thi, vo he mere lie sabkuch thi, meri ek smile k lie sbkuch kr ti thi,,,,, mom ko pata thaa ki mujhe koi pasand nahi karta isiliye vo puri koshish karti thi ki m khush rahu, bus mom he thi mere pass, but jb m 9th m aaya mom pragnent thi,,,, m bohot khuch thaa ki meri choti behen ya bhai aane wala h, but delivery k time mom k ladki ( gungun ) hui or one week baad mom ki itni tabiyat kharab rehne lagi or mom bhi mujhe chor k chali gayi,, gungun to abhi sirf 7 days ki he thi,,,,, usko to maa ki zarurat thi,,,,, dad n bola ki ise mere saamne mat
laaya kro ye manhoos h iskI wajha s mom ki death hui h,,,,, gungun itni choti thi use to kuch pata he nahi tha,,,, aine bola dad s ki dad iski kyaa galti h , isko aapki zarurat h, but dad n saaf mana kr dia,,, maine apne dadaji dadiji s baat kri ki mujhe help chahiyee thoda supoort krdo aap,,,, but unhone saaf mana kar dia,,, nana nani s bola unhone bhi saaf mana kr diaa,,,,, mujhe kuch bhi samajh nahi aa rha thaa ki gungun kI care kaise karu,,, vo bohot choti thi,,,, m bohot pareshaan tha,, mujhe mummy papa ki bohot yaad aa rhi thi, agar aaj vo hote to mujhe itna majboor nahi hona padta,, fir meri school ki teacher n poocha mujh s ki tumhare marks itne kam kyu aaye h, aajkal school ki bhi tpitni chuttiya krte ho kya hua,, to mujhe rona aa gaya, or maine mam ko sari baat batayi Mam n meri bohot help pi, gungun ko kaise sambhalna h paise bhi die mujhe uske lie doodh uske lie saaman laane k lie,,, 2 years tak mam n meri help ki, fir unka transfer ho gaya,,,, us time vo mam
mere lie bhagwaan bankar aayi thi,,,, fir m 12th m aa gaya tha,,, school m meri ek frnd bani uska naam tha chaya, pehli baar life m koi ladki aayi thi,,, usee dosti hui,, or m use pyaar bhi krne laga, and she loved me too,,,, maine kuch time baad use propose kr diaa usne haan bhi kardi,,,, but m darta thaa ki kahi jb usee sachai ka pata chalega meri problems k baare m pata chalega to vo mujhe chor na de, isiliye maine use kuh nahi bataya, life aise he chalti rahi papa n mujhe bola ki teri maa he nahi rahi to ab tu yaha kyu h,, tu hamara koi nahi h chala ja yaha s,,,, m shocked ho gaya,, ki m kaha jaunga,,, mera koi nahi h,,,, dad nahi maane,,, maine bohot bolaa , minnate bhi ki , haath bhi jode dad k aage, but vo nahi maane or unhone mujhe nikal diaa ghar s, m gungun ka haath pakda apna or gungun ka samaan lia or chala gaya,,, gungun n mujh s poocha ki bhaiya hum ghumne ja rhe h kya? Maine kaha , haan beta hum ghumne ja rhe h, but ghumte ghumte hume thakna nahi h, fir 2 din
m park m he raha ghar k pass wale, maine chaya socha chaya s help lelu,,, to maine use bulaya waha,,, usne aise react kia sbkuch sunkar ki jaise vo mujh s baat nahi karna chahti ho,, usne bola ki mohit mere parents tumhare saath kabhi agree nahi karenge ,,, hume alag ho jana chahiye,,, tab m samajh gaya ki chaya Mujh s brkup krna chahti h,,,, maine use bola koi baat nahi yaar aapko jaisa theek lage aap vo kro,,, m toot chuka tha bilkul usse bohot pyaar karta thaa or vo bhi chali gayi,,, fir 4 din aise he kabhimidhar kabhi udhar ruk ruk kar time spend kia,,,,,, paise bhi khatam hone lage the,, khane k lie bhi nahi bache the,,, gungun k lie doodh lena tha,, us din maine pehli baar choori bhi ki, or choori kr k m apni he nazro m gir gaya,, par meri behen ka pet bhar gaya, fir maine idhar udhar try kia to chaya ki frnd thi uske yaha driver ki job mili,,, jisme unhone mujhe rehne k lie ek room bhi dia,, m bohot khush tha,,, par waha chaya bhi aati rehti thi,,, or m itna nich
e gir chuka thaa ki m khud s he nazre nahi mila pata tha,, apni he gf ki frnd k yaha driver k yaha job krna meri majboori ban gayi thi,,,, kyunki m gungun ko ek accha future dena chahta tha,,, m chahta tha ki vo acchi padhayi kare,, kuch ban jaaye,, fir kuch din baad maine waha s job chor di or ek room kiraye par lia,,, gungun ka addmission bhi karwaya st, jhones school m,, jo ki bohot accha school tha,, fir maine auto chalana shuru kr dia,, or maine kafi paise kamane shuru kr die,,, subha gungun ko utthana ready krna , khana banana , school leke jana, fir m auto chalane chala jata tha fir gungun ko school s lata tha,, fir usko homework karwana or har sunday usko kahi na kahi ghumane le jata tha,,, usko m itna pyaar karna kata hu ki use kabhi bhi maa papa ki kami mehsus na ho, ab gungun 5th class m aa gayi h, m usko Usko sari khushi dena chahta hu,,,,, bus mujhe kaise bhi kr k 50lack rs. Savekrne h, gungun ko doctor banaunga , m kuch na kr saka but use zarur kuch ba
naunga, sb mujhe bolte h jb m auto chala rha hota hu to,, ki aap dikhne m to itne sahi lagte ho,, baat bhi itni acchi tarha s karte ho fir auto kyu chala rhe ho,,, bcs mujhe ek din k kam s kam 1000 rs mil jate h,, or mujhe paiso ki jarurat h, isikiye m aito chala leta hu,,,, gungun bhi samajhti h in baato ko ki uske bhaiya uske lie kitni mehnat kr rhe h,,,, but ek baar usne poocha tha ki bhaiya mumma papa ko maine kabhi nahi dekha,, , tab meko rona aa gaya,,,, but m bohot akela pad gaya hu,,, koi nahi h , ere pass,,, aapne kabhi socha bhi nahi ki aapke baad mere kyaa hogaa,,, maine bohot dukh dekhe h life m, and faced lots of problems jb bhi bohot zada pareshaan hota hu m mom s baat kr leta hu,,, thoda ro leta hu, mann halka ho jata h, but kabhi bhikisi k saath aisa na ho jo mere saath hua h,,,, kyunki m toot chuka hu bus gungun k lie he jee rha hu,,,,
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