hii… guys my name is aashu – and I am from jaipur, rajasthan. frnds!! ek ladki hai jisse mujhe 10th class me love at first sight hua tha. school ka uska first day wo class me aayi. uske class me aate hi bs diwana ho gya jaise koi sapna poora hogya ho. pahle socha ye sirf attraction hai fir shayad thode din me kam ho jayega. but esa nahi hua dhire-dhire uske liye behaal saa hone laga bs usse dekhne k liye bechain rehta. kb wo class me aayegi kb usse dekhuga. kuch alag feel krne laga tha jaise sab kuchh change ho raha tha. ek din meri hi ek classmate ne usse sab bata diya. Shayad usne mujhe mere frnds se baate krte suna hoga. main bata nahi sakta wo din meri lyf ka kitna khushi wala din tha bcoz school over hone ke baad raste me meri classmate ne mujhe aawaz di or rukne ko kaha wo uske sath thi. main ruk gya or fir meri clsmt ne kaha bata de kya sochta hai iske liye. fir kya tha kr diya propose. usne kuch shrte rakhi ki kisi ko kuch pata nahi chalega and all that. maine bhi promise kr diya. fir toh jaise sapno me jee raha tha. har din naya hota masti se bhara khubsari baate krte the. school time kam lagta tha.
toh sath sath coching Institut bhi join kr liya. mujhe use dekhna usse bate krna bohat achha lagta tha. kab waqt gujrta gya pata hi nahi chala. main usse jitna pyar krta tha pata nahi wo bhi utna hi krti thi yaa nahi. but jo bhi tha bohat achha tha khus tha main. but ab changes aane wale the. exams paas hi the. Evan main itna lucky tha ki examination hall me uski just aage wali seat meri thi. exams complete hogye last exam wale din usse akhri baar dekh raha tha but ye mujhe nahiiii pata tha. my bad luck mujhe pata bhi nahi chala or usse door hogya. main nahi bata sakta kitni taqlif hui thi. socha sab bhul jaauga jab usse hi meri yaad nahi aayi toh mere tadpne se kya matlb hai. par esa chhah kr bhi nahi kr paa raha tha jitna usse bhulne ki kosis krta tha utna hi tadpata tha. friends bolte the chhod sale bhul jaa usse koi nayi patta le. fir kosis bhi ki but sab bakwas kisi ladki me wo baat nahi thi uski jaise smile nahi uska wo andaz nahi tha. main usko khoj raha tha baki ladkiyon me dhire – dhire waqt gujar gya ab iss baat ko 6 saal hogye the. ek din ek friend ne btaya wo fb pe hai maine request send ki. but accept nahiiii ki usne 4-5 months wait kiya but no-response fir use massage kiya yaa toh add krlo yaa block krdo. usne mujhe reply kiya hii kaun? esa laga jaise kisi ne jordar chhanta maar diya ho
fir reply aaya ashish maine kaha haa. kuch sukun mila usse baat kr ke. dhire – dhire baate chatting me badal gyi fir kuch lambi hone lagi. fir ek din maine usse uska number manga usne mana kr diya fir pata nahi kaise ek din bato bato me usne apna number de diya or fir hum whatsapp pe bate krne lage par afsos yr wo mujhe bs frnd manti hai. mujhe koi taqlif nahi hai but agar wo uss din school over hone baad sirf friendship ke liye bolti toh achha hota. mujhe girls se shikyat nahiiii hai but yahi kahuga ki please apni feelings clear kr de or kisi se door jane se pahle ek chhoti si hi sahi pr mulaqat jarur kre. warna jindagi or pyar dono bohat taqlif dete hai. main aaj bhi usse bohat pyar krta hu itna ki agar jindagi ho toh tere sath ho warna akela jee luga. -frnds pata nahi meri soch sahi hai yaa galat but ladkiyan kya sahi me sab kuchh aasani se bhul jati hai main name toh nahiiiii bata sakta but usse main pyar se “bebo” kehta hu guys agar mere liye koi suggestion ho toh batna jarur my email address aashu4261@gmail.com
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