mera nam sanjana h…m delhi m rhti hu..architectre final yr ki studnt hu…mujhe new frnds bnane bahut pasnd h islie m apna jyda tar tim fb p use krti hu…bt y 2012 ki h m apne kisi frnd ko serch kr ri ti fb p tbi mujhe vha ek vicky malhotra nam k ladke ki id dikhi use profil pic mujhe achi lagi mne use frnd reqst bhj di tbi usne b acept kii…usne b tbi fb use krna strt kia tha…humari kbi kabar bt ho jati ti…tn vo mujhe lik krne laga thn mere 3sem k paper hne wale the to mne dec. m apna fb acunt deactivate kr dia…tb usne meri clsmate s mere bare m pucha ki m kha hu fb p ku ni aaa ri attt all….jb paer khtm hue tb fir 4sem ki clases strt hui tb m clg gi tb meri frndzz ne ka ki vicky tere bare m puch rha tha tb mne usi din id activate ki..bt kri vicky s n tb usne mujhe purpose kia pr mne koi respnse ni dia fir bt hoti rhi humari n fir humne no. xcange kie…fir hmne milne k lie decide kia 25jan2013 hum first tim mile,…fir usi din mne sham ko vicky ko ha kr di…..uska real nam vikas tiwari h….
fir hum roj bt krte vo bahut shy feel krta tha mujhse bt krne m vo sbi s alag tha jyda kisi s bt ni krta tha ldkio s dur hi rhta tha…hum one mnth m 2times atlst mil hi jate the…fir m b usk lie serius ho gi kafii n vo to phle s hi tha… uski cousn sis mujhe bilkul b pasnd ni ti chepu ek no ki lgta tha ki vikas ki behan ni gf s b jyda h vo…kisi bt ko lekr meri uski sis s b ladai ho gi tb vikas b apni sis ki hi sid le rha tha fir tb use yakin dilane k lie mne apna hand cut kia 4jun2013 ….bura din lif ka ….usi din uski sis ka bday b tha,,,,tb use yakin hua ki mne jo b kaha h vikas ko vo sb sch kha h jhut ni khah…kuch dino tk sb bura bura chlta rha fir sb nrml ho gya…vo mujhjse bt kie bina thode tim b ni rh skta tha agr kbi humari ladai hoti vo mujhe manata tha..bahut care krta tha love him so muchh…fir din chalte gye..kuch tim bd uski famili ko pta lg gya mere bare m..usk phn m meri picss n fb k msg parde usk papa ne unhne vikas ko mara bahutt n use vilage bhej rhe the 27oct2013 tb vikas ne mujhe relation m rhne s mna kia..m us tim smjh ni paa ri ti ki kya kru kya na kru…fir mne usk frnd k pas cl ki to usne kha ki vikas k ghr m bahut prblm ho gi h use b jyda kuch ni pta ….jb meri vikas s bt hui to usne kha ki papa ab hmesha k lie vilage bhej rhe h n usk papa ne bhej hi dia infct khud use chorne gye…ha pahuch k sahm ko 4pm k krib vikas ne mujhe cl ki m bahut roi cl p…uski b prbl;m ti vo b ni kr skta tha
kuch usne kha ki mumy ne ksm di h ki vo mujhse kbi bt na kre at al usne mujhe puri bt b ni btai..29oct2013 meri n vikas ki last tim bt hui ti usk bd s ab tk meri us s bt ni huyi h….m bahut tens rhti ti kuch smjh ni aa rha tha kya kru kya na kru then dec m mere papr the 5sem k merer sbi paper bure hue kuch p[ard hi ni paa ri ti m…paer hne k bd mne jan m apni id activate ki jo ki vikas ne 11oct ko hi deactite kr ti….tb jse hi mne id opn ki m shock rh gi meri wall p vikas ki pic usk frnd k sath…tb mujhe bahut gusaa itna ki m bta ni skti mere aansu rukne ka nam h i ni le rhe the vo to us tim m apni frnd k sath ti to usne mujhe smhal lia ni to pta NI M kya kr baithti…fir usi din mne usk frnd ko msg kia puri bt puchi pta ni uska frnd b mujhe ajib ram katha sunaye ja rha tha…mujhe yakin ni hua bt mne ha ha kr dia uski bt ka ..fir mne usk ek or frnd s bt ki usne mujhe thoda bahut btaya ki kb aya vikas delhi fir m sb smjh gi ki vikas ne apne sbi frnd ko mujhse kuch b btane k lie mna kia h…
bs mujhe ab itna pta h ki usk samne choic rkhi gi ki mujhe coose kre ya apne carer ko ..to usne carer chosse ki mgr usne mere bare m bilkul b ni socha kb yha aya kb kya hua mujhe kuch b ni pta …m us s aj ki date m bahut jyda nafrt krti hu itna ki kisi s ni krti bt payar b usi s sbse jyda krti hu or kisi s ni…..i miss him sooooo much….usk frnd bolte h vo mujhe bhul chuka h..bt mera dil ni manta ki vo mujhe bhula hoga…vo apni koi b bt hmesha mujhe btata tha ….jo mujhse bt kie bina thodi der b akela ni rh skta tha vo ab k tim m mujhse bt b ni krta…..:'(
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