frnds me apna or apni jaan ka name publish nahi karna chahta uski jageh pr me khud ko I or use she likhuga.. baat tab ki h jb mene 12 k exam diye or me ghar pr bethe b bore ho jata tha to mene fb pr account bana liya or din bhar ldkiyo se baat karta tha or bhtt si gf banayi fb pr but frnds wo sabse alg thi mene use request send ki usne acpt nhi ki to mene use msg kiya koi rply nahi aaya or me is baat ko bhul gya 8 mahine k bad ek din uska msg aaya nght me 1 bje to mene rply kiya or humari baate suru ho gyi frnds me dikhne me gud luking type hu or fb pr b bht sari acchi pics hain wo impress hone lagi pr sabse acchi baat mere andr ye h ki me kuch b jhut nhi bolta ek dum bold hu mene use sab bataya ki merI bht si gf hain or bht sari baat or frnds wo to her.
hij me no one thi padayi me b baato me b or look wise sheqas amazing… wo meko apna dost kahti thi pr me apna dil me use bht pyar karne lga tha pure din usi se baat hoti fr no exchnge kar liye pahli baar uski awaaj suni wo awaj aaj b mere kaano me gujti hai,uski wo pahli call us waqt esa lga jese sari khushi mil gyi duniya or wo as a frnd baat kr rahi thi 2 hour tak humne baat ki or uske baad to jese humara rutein hi bn gya jis din baat na hoti to sab adhura lgta tha.. wo meko humesa dost bolti thi pr mere frndly nature se or meri bold baato se uske dil me b mere liye feeling aane lagi thi pure 5 month baad ek din meko kisi ladki ne purpose kiya college me ye baat mene use batayi to wo mere se gussa ho gyi or baat karna bnd kr diya 5-6 din baad uska fr msg aaya ki kesi h gf mene kha usko reject kar diya mene qo khus ho gyi or puchne lagi kyu… mene kha ki meko koi or pasnd h she- kon h wo? me- hai meri frnd pr kya fayda qo meko nahi karti koi pyr wyr.. she- bol k dekho kya pata wo is ummid me ho ki ap bolege use.. me-i love u d**** she-hahahahah me khusi se mar jaungi..keh do ki ye jhuth h.. me- really yrr I love u… or wo fr serious ho gyi boli kese aapne to meko dekha hi nahi h.. haa frnds uski pic tak nhi thi mere pass bss uski baato se pyar ho gya.. fr next dy mene usse baat ni ki to raat ko uska msg aaya ki baat kyu nahinkiye aaj mene kaha sorry to wo boli kyu me- yrr pta nhi kese ho gya ye love.. pr ho gya h.. fr mene use bola ki tumko tumhar papa ki kasam sach bolna ki do u love me??
wo apne papa ko bhtt pyar karti h or usne accpt kiya ki she loves me fr kya tha hum dono ki duniya bss do logo me simat gayi me wo ladka tha jo subeh ghar se nikalata din bhar masti maar k raat tak hi waps aata pr ab me ghar me time spend karne laga bhtt acche din the wo jo pyar karta h wo samjh sakta fr hum milne ka program bnane lage pr wo meri city se 5 hour ki distance me thi.. by luck ek baar me. apne relation me fmgya hua hua tga jaha se uska ghar 1:30 hour ka tha to wo aayi mere se milne use dekha to dekhta reh gya jitni pyari baate karti usse b pyari uski surat thi.. fr hum mile or do hour tk baate ki fr meko jana tha or hum dono chale gye .. frnds ek baar mil lene k baad kitna muskil h reh pana ye to aap log jante ho so me bahane dhudhta or finally mene padayi chor k job karna suru kar diya uski city k pass hi sayad ye meri life ki ek bhtt bafi mistake thi jo meko aaj samjh aayi h pr us time meko sahi lga fr kya tha hum milne laage teen din ya week me mil hi lete the… jitna pyar me use krta usse 10 tyme jyada wo mjhe pyar krti or isi tareh humare relation ko 1 year complete ho gye pr pyar kam nahi hua jabki day by day badta hi jata tha.. humen decide kiya ki hum sadi karege pr hum apne parents ki marji k bina krne ki soch b nhi sakte the.. or uski family ek acchi family thi uske dad businessman or mom teacher thi or wo uske liye ek bht accha ldka chahte the or me itni high class family se nahi tha pr mere irade bht high the ki use paa lunga me ye mera visvaas tha or wo her step pr mere sath thi or fr me kuch bada karne ki soch le kar delhi aa gya kyuki me janta tha ki agr wahi raha tha mil to roj lunga pr humesa k liye kho b dunga or fr delhi me frnds ek firm.me job join kar li 12500 rupye me meri qualification k hisab se acchi job thi pe uski family k liye bht kam..
or isi bich uske ghar me b riste aane lage wo sabko mana kar deti or mere sath khade rahti always.. usne meko kaha ki jitna tyme chahiye le lo pr plzz kuch karo jaldi usne apni family me nahi bataya tha humare baare me kyuki prob ho jati uske dad ko heart ki bimari thi.. or ab uske ghar her din riste aane lage or wo dhire dhire tootne lagi or jb b ph karti ro padti sayd ladkiyo ko god ne utna strong nahi banaya ki wo prob ka mukabla kar sake or mene apni padayi b aage badai or six month k ander job me bht acchi performance di or promotion hota gya.. pr ab uske ghar wale b use taane marne lage the ki kesa ldka chahiye tujhe sb ek se badker ek hain.. wo apne papa se bht pyar karti ek din uske dad ne ek riste ko haa kar di bina usse puche lafka high qualified tha or bhtt acchi job me tha.. fr wo din aaya jb use dekhne ladke wale aaye use to pata b nahi tha ki uski safi fix ho gyi h or ladke k pass koi reason nhi thinki use mana kar de .. us raat usne phone me mujhe sari baat batayi or mera dil toot gya merI aankho se aansu aa pade fr mene khud ko sambhala or use b.. pr humara pyar km nhi hua ese hi baate chalti rahi. ek din mjhe feel hua ki jo b h me gatal kar raha hu or us din mene usse bht ladai ki taki wo mjhe bhul jaye,or wo mjhe sorry bolti rahi mene ek na suni or use akela chhod diya rone k liye. usne kbhi socha b nhi hoga jiske liye wo sabse ladti wo use ese chod dega..
wo meri frnd se mere bare me puchti rahti fr wo din aaya jb uski engagement thi or usne mjhe dusre no se call kiya or humne baate ki wo bht royi.. aaj b wo pagl isliye ro rahi thi ki mera kya hoga abhi b wo apne liye nahi soch rahi thi.. koi kisi konitna pyar b kr sakta h ye mene socha. b nhi tha after one month uski sadi fix ho gyi or 20 may 2015 ko humesa k liye kisi or ki ho gyi or meri zindgi ka maksad hi khatm ho gya yaaro.. jiske msg or call se meri subeh hoti thi ab uski yaade hi reh gayi hain mere sath.. aaj 29 may ko 9din ho gye pata nahi wo kesi hogi kya kr ri hogi but me god se roj pray karta hu ki god wo meko bhul jaye or khusi se rahe.. yr frnd kuch samjh nahi aa raha kya karu.. god se bs ek sikayat h agr koi kismat me nahi hota to wo life me b kyu aata h.. dipti I love u.. and I always love u.. tum kahti thi na ki aap mere bina b aaram se jee loge, tum galat thi samjhi bilkul galat aaker dekho yrr me kese reh raha hu.. kya ise jeena kahte hain?? tum.humesa kahti thi ki aapki smile killer h yrr ab wo smile hi gayab. ho gyi kyuki babu meri smile tum thi… aey aa jao na waps kiso bahane se plzz pata h tumko jb tum mili to esa lga tha jese duniya jeet li pr ab esa lgata h sabkuch haar gya.. yaar pata h aansu rukne ka naam nahi lete ab.. plzz come back plzzz…dekho tumhare bina me kya ban gya hu..
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